Day 1 : My Fav. Song


Let’s start with the first topic for my 30 days challenge!

My favorite song!

Gosh this topic is hard. Because I have sooo many of it and I don’t know where to start! Well, I’m gonna list a few, the most favorite of all…

*drum roll*


  • Srikandi Cintaku by M Nasir

M Nasir’s version okay, not Bloodshed’s. The reason’s simple, because every time I listen to this song, it hit me right into my heart. I can feel the honesty, the sadness, the sincerity, the loyalty.. Tsk. Senang cakap memaaanggg menusuk di dalam kalbu laa. And if I just lost somebody that is so dear to me, and I listen to this song, memang jadi air terjun 7 tingkat laahhh. Hehehe. Eh, tapi kalau baru lepas breakup, dengar kucing mengiau pun nangis. But really, this song never fails to make me feel terbuai2 mcm tu. Actually all M Nasir’s song is like that but this song has special effect macam tu lah. This song is just so beautiful.. and his macho voice? Oh God. πŸ˜›


Kan kuusung oh! jenazah cinta
Semadikan nisan kasih suci
Semangatmu tetap bersamaku
Selama pasti…


  • Coldplay’s Fix You

It’s the song that I listen every time I’m so tired, demotivated and frustrated. What not to love when you have Chris Martin whispering all those word to you? πŸ˜›

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you..

  • Coldplay’s Yellow

Hee let me spill one secret. I love this song so much that I’m gonna dedicated it to my kids nanti. OMG the lyrics are all so sweet and the song is really for a baby! It’s as beautiful as a baby!

Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D’you know? You know I love you so
You know I love you so…


  • Maliq d essentials’ Mata Hati Telinga

Aaah.. another eye opener song.. Please, who ever that just went through a harsh breakup and feels like world is not spinning around because he/she is not w you anymore, listen to this song and your world will definitely spin again and this time, faster and better and you’ll love it. Eh ni cakap orang ke aku ni? Heheheheh. This song really gives me tranquil..

Tuhan tolong tunjukkan apa yang β€˜kan datang
Hikmah dari semua misteri yang tak terpecahkan..


I actually have much much more but I think above is enough. I can actually re-play 10000 times a day when it comes to my favorite songs.. I appreciate good music and good lyrics. I’m a sucker when it comes to good lyrics that touch your heart.. What counts when you make a song is, it have to be so close and so dear to the listener.. it’s like you hearing the singer actually sing that to you..



Bring It On!


I have always want to scribble something here because God knows how relieve I am every time I got the chance to write something here.

But, problem is, the moment I click to the Add New Post button, my mind goes blank. It’s so hard to even compose a sentence. The only time I’ll type like a mad clerk is only when I’m mad. Heehehehehe. Tapi takkan lah hariΒ² nak post mad entry kan?

I saw this from Reena’s blog andddd I think, bring it on baby! Let’s take the challenge!

Err. It just that, does the 30 days have to be consecutive? Can it be like anytime as long as 30 days. Err, tak boleh ek?

Day 1 β€” Your favorite song
Day 2 β€” Your favorite movie
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 – A song to match your mood.
Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 8 – Your dream wedding.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory
Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – Who are you?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

From now on..

..I’ll talk less.


Yes, that is my resolution for March onwards. Knowing me, talk less is equivalent to waiting fuel price drop another RM1 but for the sake of making everybody happy, I’ll try my best to do it.


I keep all the things that makes me happy or that bother me and only ponder it to the person(s) that can actually listen to it and not making them annoyed. I think I annoyed too much people already. Well, sorry guys!! I’m just a girl who, yeah, talks a lot and it’s never good. I should know that.


Soooo have a great weekend guys and wish me luck with my mission.


After this, every time something trigger me to talk, I’ll chant silently ‘Pel, talk less Pel, talk less.’

How do you know?

…seriously, how do you know it’s love?


I’m talking about the love between two person here. The love to your partner. And I’m not asking how do I know it’s love from the other party. I’m asking how do I know that what I have is true love.


Yeah I’m that pathetic and I seriously not happy posting this up. I’m so pathetic that I have to post this up to know the answers. Somebody might read this with a disgust face saying ‘OMG so sad this perempuan’. Yeah yeah I allow you, for this time. Because I feel sad for myself.


How do we know it’s true love, or it’s merely a care feeling?


How do we know it’s true love, or we feel it just because we’re lonely and we need someone?


How do we know it’s true love, not true lust? (Oh God, God forbid!)


How do we know it’s true love or it’s just merely sympathy because the other person love us so much that we feel sorry for her/him?




Like seriously, how??


Because let me spill one secret here, I don’t know what I feel now. And for that, I’m running away from that commitment. I’m just scared. Yeah I sound mean. I actually so scared that I ran away. I just don’t know. What if I thought it’s love but one day I actually find out it is not. And what should I do that time when everything is attached and things are way too complicated?


Oh God. At the age of 24, I’m having this crisis. I’m so pathetic. Please still be my friend even after you read this because seriously, this thing do bother me now. Well yeah apart from other things lah kan. Hehehe. πŸ˜›


If 1 years ago, I’m so amazed everytime I see people driving (yeah because I can’t bloody drive 1 years ago. Not that I don’t know, but I can’t. I’m scared to death), now, I’m so amazed seeing people take a brave step, and get married. Yeah now I even think marriage is a brave step. Well, yeah, it is! Right? Do you guys think so? Or it just me?


*heavy sigh*


I have a lot to tell you guys but before everybody running away and stop befriend me, I better stop now…


And I hope I can figure this out as time pass by and when the time come, like how I over come the fear of driving because I have no other choice but to drive on my own…. Oh God.


  • God has saved me from bankruptcy. I’m one step behind from taking one final measure (that I hate the most) to save me from it. I even shamelessly ask the money from who ever I think I can get it from.Β  Oh, thank God.
  • After years, I finally got the chance to balik KB. Like, finally! Oh God how I missed that place. Despite I missed the chance to re-stock my wardrobe with super cheap pasar malam cloth (refer #1 why), I am still beyond happy. In fact when we made our move after spending two nights there, I don’t feel really happy and how I wish I could stay longer..
  • Sexy smart young man talking in the middle-aged group of people is another definition of sexy!! You don’t need super macho face and muscles to be sexy. Only that confidence enough. Hehehehe. Nice. See, who said I don’t dig sexy guys? I do, okay! It just that they are so so so hard to find.
  • I seriously hate the situation where you need to be bitchy to stop people from taking advantage of you.. Why the need? Why we can’t be nice to everybody and nobody taking advantage to anybody? It’s not nice to be bitchy. You’ll end up with this one stupid guilt feeling…but when there are people who just can’t understand, I guess it left me with no choice baby…
  • Everybody have different priority and choices in life, no? Yeah.. it’s like what they say.. One man’s junks is another man’s treasure.. So yeah.. I think they should create another say..One man’s treasure IS ALSO another man’s dream treasure.. So please take a good care of what you have now because God knows who is waiting to have it..