I Hate This

… I hate to write it here but my old man is admitted again. It has been 4 days. He’s suppose to be discharged yesterday, like previously because the reason he was admitted initially is because the doctor wants to give him some kind of injection that need to be taken 3 days consecutively. So that’s why he need to stay at the hospital for 3 days.

And he was fine at hospital also. I mean he can still move around and happily eat all the meals provided because God knows how he love hospital meal. He even eat it when he jaga adik at hospital because adik is so mengada that she only wants my mom’s cook.

Hmmm I don’t know why but every time I visit him, I’m will find my self holding my tears even if he’s all smile and happy. I know he did that on purpose. He don’t want us to worry about him.

So yesterday I come home hoping to see him but I find out mom is going to the hospital to jaga ayah because ayah has been transferred to CCU. Whyyy he needs to be transfered to CCU when he was all fine the day before?


I don’t know where else to write so I write here. I don’t even tell many of mu friends because, entah. I don’t know.. There’s a weird feeling about the whole situation but all I know now, I’m worried.


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